Who Is My Heart?



I feel so sad .  Why he treat me like this . I also have feelings. I love him . Feel like fools. All in my life make me fake . I want my life back . He change my life , but he do me like not have a feeling more to him . Missing someone who has never appreciate this feeling. I try to understand him , but he dont want to understand my feeling . I just want four promise when with him. Loyalty, trust, sincerity, and love . Where my heart gone . Why is love that comes when the heart grieve and he went during happy heart ? I miss him because he was half of my life. don't go my love. Half of my soul go because you leave it go . Can I survive in this imperfect love ? I am a woman who is not perfect but I will be perfectly with your heart. Please do not ever hurt me . I appeal to you because you are the guardian of my heart . 
Now your gone . I realise my love want to be strong . But , I cannot to be myself without you in my life . I appeal to you as the guardian of my heart . Please keep my heart as I take care of your heart . When asked about the heart , it is painful to say , it hurts to be told . But that statement must be accepted . You lie my feelings . Why must there obstacles in every relationship ? Remember when first received the message from you . How happy my heart filled with love flowers . Please appreciate my feelings towards you ! Understand me , as I understand you . Please darling . Very poignant .